THE BETTER LIFE

A day goes by and sometimes you don't realize what you've got and why. But you sigh. You sigh because you think you live the life of horridness and no one could compare. Nobody has it in any way worse and it feels like no one even cares. But that's a lie. You deny and deny that life has been so good, but yet you always wish things could be better like it should. Because nothing is ever enough. "Life is so rough, and I feel like I wanna die" but you can't and you wouldn't even try because you're such a scaredy cat.. and that's a fact. You take the good and take the bad, but it's the bad you use to create the world of hell you think you have. But you don't.. and you don't even know why you do it. Deep down inside you know you've gotten all you've wanted and even more. Blessed with so much love and hugs and such kisses galore. An ultimate heaven for a spoiled brat like you, and it figures you'd just ignore. So you can't see the heaven produced upon you because you've overweighed the wrong over the right, focusing on the dark night of day instead of the light.. refusing to believe with all your might. But you. You have it better off than many ever do. And you. You have the right to choose over what you'd like. You need to realize that you've gotten better off in life. And though sometimes it IS a bitch, you better learn to love it.

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