PARKED ON TOP OF YOU

it's like every word was a splitting nerve
that swerved me even further into the ditch
of which i cannot climb out of,
the ditch of which was the love,
i had of yours that i kept for my own,
when you suddenly turned into stone
and threw me into the world of unknown,
single-ling me out from you, alone.
and you knew, you knew
your damaged words were damaging my heart
every second you splurged them out of your mouth,
that spout that once dished out the loveliest of pretty things
that once upon a time referred to me
when you preferred me over the rest
and served me all the best
you had to offer
it was a time when you were softer, less harsher
than ever expected to be
a time where you were still head over heels (inlove) with me
but wheels took your place, and soon you raced
out of my life, like you were racing away from a crime
and the crime was taking my heart and running away
from a place where you no longer wanted to stay
and i'd drive over you if i could
and wish bad things on you like i should
but i know i'll never have the heart to
for it was driven away.. by you.

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