IN THAT MOMENT

it was because of one simple dance, you slipped me into a trance of some kind of butterfly feeling // sweeping romance.. and because of that, you romanced me with your ways using your charms, taking advantage of the fact that you could hold me in your arms.. but neither of us knew this would cause any harm, to anyone, or maybe we just tried to ignore it. we just wanted to keep it the way it was, and keep getting more of it, not thinking of how it was before it, or how it would soon be after. it was just the moment that kept us going, it was in that moment, we were knowing how we felt then and what it became -- how it became the same -- towards one another, not thinking of others... selfishly, that's the way we wanted it to be. i figured this is why it's obvious we must've met for a reason.. but i figured it's not our time, it's not our season. i figured that neither of us knew that i would be with someone else when i met you and the same around. but we can't do anything about it now.. and that's just how it is. it might've been we were too caught up in, that moment. it might've been, we didn't want to end it. it might've been, the fact that we were trying to savor the last minutes of how we spent it... dancing that night away, we would just sway back and forth and let that moment of time play again and again in our minds.. and we held bodies and we held hands with thoughts of no other while danced. but it was all wrong to feel this way while we swayed, it made my heart and feelings stray and it wasn't supposed to be that way at all. i didn't mean to fall.. "in-like" with you, but what was i supposed to do? am i supposed to regret? or forget that we ever met? i have set my mind to believe that if this is fate between you and me, then one of us will wait to see if we will have our moment of destiny, it will be then when i know you should be in my life and it will be then, when the moment is right.

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