BE GONE

here i am, struggling to hold in my tears, i don't want anyone to know my fears.. i just feel like i wanna dissapear from the earth like no one would notice, or even miss, me, you know, me as a whole.. and you can't convince, me, to stay here because my soul has a hole in it and my goal is to go away, from this day on, i wanna be gone.. my tears flow like rain under a thunderstorm, and nobody can feel my pain, and nobody can comfort me and keep me safe and warm before i go insane, because i don't want to remain here anymore.. you can't keep me on this ground i walk on, you can't keep me here because i'll be gone, and you won't hear the sound of the pounds of my heart, you can't keep me down here, because i refuse to let my tears.. go.. and i won't show or let you know how i feel, cos you can't even tell if it's real, because you can't feel what i feel, you don't know what's the deal, everything you're seeing right now is all of what i conceal, inside of me. and it's because i hide it and if you decide to, come beside me and get it out of me, you won't be able to, because i'll be gone eventually, right in front of your eyes, but you won't be able to see, cos you can't even see my cries, and you ask yourself "why? why? why?" why did this happen to this poor sweet girl, it was because she wanted to vanish from living in this poor cruel world.

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